Hello

you have reached the winter of my discontent.

Wouldn't life be easier if we just had a big book that told us the reason for things? So if there is anything in your life you're questioning, you just pull out your own personal volume of The Reason Why by God, go to the index, find the decision/person/situation you're questioning, turn to page 782, and find out "oh, ok, I'm going to need this particular experience to prepare me for something that will happen two years from now" or "ok, this current shittiness is going to teach me this valuable life lesson."

Yeah. That'd be nice.